Sunday, December 11, 2011

41 weeks

Today.
I've hit a wall.
Hard.

I'm getting a lesson in trust.
Trusting my body.
Trusting my baby.

I know my baby is healthy and is staying in as long as possible for a reason.
I'm just ready.

I honestly thought I was going to wake up in labor this morning or sometime in the night.
Yet.
Here I am.
Still pregnant and NOT in labor.

I know this baby will come in his or her own perfect timing.
I'm just sad today.

It doesn't help seeing everyone that was due at or right around the same time as me, holding their sweet little babies.
I am happy for them.
But very jealous.

Sorry you get to hear me whine.
I just needed to vent.

Peace and Love.

2 comments:

bonfire of my vanity said...

big hug. i sat and cried the last two weeks i was pregnant and so overdue. thinking of you.

Hit My Dreamy Eyes said...

I know how you feel. I went 41 weeks with my daughter. I was sad when I did not go into labor the day she was due. Just know he or she will be in your arms soon. So excited for you. Can't wait to see your next post with photo's and labor story :)