Friday, June 24, 2011

Shop Update...again.

I've decided that there will be no shop update on Monday.
I'm just not feeling it anymore.
I am doubting myself now and that isn't good as an artist.
Sometimes the people you don't expect are the people that can severely dampen your creativity.
I think for now I am just going to focus again on photography, drawing and painting.
I love making the jewelry and I love sewing but I think I will kept those things to myself as of right now.
I need to focus on what makes me truly happy and being pregnant and a mommy, makes me truly happy.
Creating with my hands makes me truly happy.
Yes, I would like to make some extra money on the side to save for baby number two but I am not going to put myself through hell to do so.
Sorry you guys are getting such a whiny post today.
Hormones are seriously messing with me.
I think Joey leaving so suddenly as well severely messed with my ability to let things roll off my back.
If anything, I hope this frustration brings some good art out of me.
We shall see.
Thank you to my very supportive friends and family for letting me vent to them today.
I love you guys.

Peace and Love.

1 comment:

O Bella Naturals said...

Mama, I do know how you feel. Sometimes you can't be spread so thin. Focus on you, focus on your little ones, and your husband. It's what will pull you through these pregnancy blues. And you've put a lot of work already into your shop, it'll be there when you're ready to put more effort into it. I'm just now feeling like I have the energy or even the want to, I even closed my entire shop and am going to focus on just doing some wholesale stuff and maybe some sewing. And some days I really could care less. You're not letting anyone down and you're not letting yourself down in any way. Just find the way you want to express yourself to keep you in good spirits. I'm here if you ever want to chat. <3